The past few days have been extremely interesting for me. I have felt my dark side come to the surface more often than usual. I know this because I am typically much more loving and compassionate with cranky people. The past few days all I feel like doing is punching them. I'm also still obsessed with that customer that attacked me the other day, which means there is more I need to become aware of.
Being connected/intuitive is a discovery process. I often feel like a detective as I look at clues and begin to ask questions about them. The first, most obvious question is why am I still dwelling on this bad incident? I asked for some visionary help. What I saw in my mind's eye was that customer transforming into a hideous demonic blob (sort of like Jabba the Hutt from Star Wars but black) and seeking me out. Intriguing because I don't attract those sorts of entities very often. Why now?
I've also realized I have been thinking a lot about a little girl I worked with years ago in the group home that helped emotionally disturbed children. This particular child had been ritualistically (satanic) abused. This is probably some of the most insidious abuse you can endure because it is so hidden in the shadows. Her father's family were intergenerational satanists who looked like upstanding citizens from the outside. The only reason we knew them to be satanists was because of the things this little girl talked about. Ceremonies where she was tied up and covered with spiders. Symbolism is also very prominent. She talked about these family members putting a ladder up to her window and stealing her out of it (instead of just using the door) to take her to their ceremonies. One of my coworkers at the time attended a training on rituals they use and learned that many of the things this little girl described where all part of their magic practices.
Still, why am I obsessing about these things now? As I asked this question, I was reminded about some articles I have read within the past few days about what I would call satanic high holy days. This period usually occurs somewhere around mid April and lasts until the beginning of May. Interesting (and awful) things have "coincidentally" occurred during this time frame, usually toward the beginning of that time, including Waco, the Oklahoma City bombing, the Columbine High School Massacre, and even the Boston Marathon bombing. It is strange that so many incidents that damage the collective psyche have occurred around this time of year.
Why am I explaining all this dark stuff? Because I believe it is more important than ever to hold the light!!! The only way to overcome/balance out the darkness it to shine your light with intention!!! If there are dark ones out there trying to use their magic practices to keep darkness covering the planet (and I honestly believe there are), we need to use our time to counteract what they are doing by embracing that light part of ourselves and projecting it out into consciousness.
Love your fellow man!!! Encourage him/her!!! Feed the hungry!!! Shelter the homeless!!! Heal the sick and wounded!!! Pick up litter!!! Save an animal!!! Plant a tree!!! Play!!! Laugh!!! Find the goodness and light in your own heart and use it to counteract all the negativity and hatred in the world!!! BE the light as never before!!!
We can usher in a whole new way of life if we are able to focus our energies on this love and light!!! Be conscious!!! Be aware!!!
~CSE
Being connected/intuitive is a discovery process. I often feel like a detective as I look at clues and begin to ask questions about them. The first, most obvious question is why am I still dwelling on this bad incident? I asked for some visionary help. What I saw in my mind's eye was that customer transforming into a hideous demonic blob (sort of like Jabba the Hutt from Star Wars but black) and seeking me out. Intriguing because I don't attract those sorts of entities very often. Why now?
I've also realized I have been thinking a lot about a little girl I worked with years ago in the group home that helped emotionally disturbed children. This particular child had been ritualistically (satanic) abused. This is probably some of the most insidious abuse you can endure because it is so hidden in the shadows. Her father's family were intergenerational satanists who looked like upstanding citizens from the outside. The only reason we knew them to be satanists was because of the things this little girl talked about. Ceremonies where she was tied up and covered with spiders. Symbolism is also very prominent. She talked about these family members putting a ladder up to her window and stealing her out of it (instead of just using the door) to take her to their ceremonies. One of my coworkers at the time attended a training on rituals they use and learned that many of the things this little girl described where all part of their magic practices.
Still, why am I obsessing about these things now? As I asked this question, I was reminded about some articles I have read within the past few days about what I would call satanic high holy days. This period usually occurs somewhere around mid April and lasts until the beginning of May. Interesting (and awful) things have "coincidentally" occurred during this time frame, usually toward the beginning of that time, including Waco, the Oklahoma City bombing, the Columbine High School Massacre, and even the Boston Marathon bombing. It is strange that so many incidents that damage the collective psyche have occurred around this time of year.
Why am I explaining all this dark stuff? Because I believe it is more important than ever to hold the light!!! The only way to overcome/balance out the darkness it to shine your light with intention!!! If there are dark ones out there trying to use their magic practices to keep darkness covering the planet (and I honestly believe there are), we need to use our time to counteract what they are doing by embracing that light part of ourselves and projecting it out into consciousness.
Love your fellow man!!! Encourage him/her!!! Feed the hungry!!! Shelter the homeless!!! Heal the sick and wounded!!! Pick up litter!!! Save an animal!!! Plant a tree!!! Play!!! Laugh!!! Find the goodness and light in your own heart and use it to counteract all the negativity and hatred in the world!!! BE the light as never before!!!
We can usher in a whole new way of life if we are able to focus our energies on this love and light!!! Be conscious!!! Be aware!!!
~CSE
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