An interesting thing happened in my quiet time recently. I had a conversation with what I like to call my "higher self". Understand the conversation was not in actual words. The higher self communicates through thought, feelings, and frequency. Still, because I am able to read these things, I can put them into words. Know this is not some special and unique talent I possess. We can all do it to various degrees, and someday I believe this is the way we will all communicate.
As I sat in meditation, I became aware of a new presence, and it was me! This is the form of self that is timeless to the point of feeling ancient, wise to the point there is no knowledge or information unknown. This higher self feels infinite and expansive and not limited to the body it is centered in. It is mind-boggling to know I am here in this 3-dimensional existence at the same time I am communicating with a variation of self! I find myself identifying more with the "feminine" side of my higher self even though I sense the higher self has equally developed feminine and masculine. I attribute this to the need for my 3D self to bring a message of divine feminine strength to the world at this time.
As I explore the energy of my higher self, I am amazed this being is me! It is seemingly perfect and Christ-like, although I also understand this perfection has been attained through struggle and sacrifice, part of which I am living in this moment. The pain is there but perfectly balanced with all the learning, growth and happiness of every lifetime the higher self has experienced. My higher self is not angry or sad or depressed. While I can feel all those things in there, the balance of everything is such that the overall feeling is joy! As I sit in awe at the perfection that is my higher self, I sense gentle counsel coming to my present, flawed self.
~CSE
As I sat in meditation, I became aware of a new presence, and it was me! This is the form of self that is timeless to the point of feeling ancient, wise to the point there is no knowledge or information unknown. This higher self feels infinite and expansive and not limited to the body it is centered in. It is mind-boggling to know I am here in this 3-dimensional existence at the same time I am communicating with a variation of self! I find myself identifying more with the "feminine" side of my higher self even though I sense the higher self has equally developed feminine and masculine. I attribute this to the need for my 3D self to bring a message of divine feminine strength to the world at this time.
As I explore the energy of my higher self, I am amazed this being is me! It is seemingly perfect and Christ-like, although I also understand this perfection has been attained through struggle and sacrifice, part of which I am living in this moment. The pain is there but perfectly balanced with all the learning, growth and happiness of every lifetime the higher self has experienced. My higher self is not angry or sad or depressed. While I can feel all those things in there, the balance of everything is such that the overall feeling is joy! As I sit in awe at the perfection that is my higher self, I sense gentle counsel coming to my present, flawed self.
Although you feel blemished and imperfect, you are not. You sit there in one aspect of me, but we are One. At any time you choose, we are One again! Every experience that I experienced is also yours to draw on. Every understanding I have gained is yours as well! The perfection you sense in me is present in you. You just have a difficult time seeing it because of your present limitations of time and space.
The truth is, all of us are divine. All of us are Christ-like perfection. The separation you feel from yourself and others has nothing to do with who you are and everything to do with where you are. You are experiencing the ultimate separation in your present incarnation. Understand you have chosen to experience this sort of reality for the learning and growth it presents to you. It is fleeting and temporary. Any pain you feel now blends into the fullness you are to create ultimate joy.
As you continue on in this lifetime, understand your perfection. All those things you believed were problems and even flaws have occurred to further your growth. Mistakes are merely opportunities for expanded understanding. The more quickly you recognize your problems and work through them, the more quickly you move through your lessons. At some point you will have grown so much you will begin to recognize me in yourself.
As you learn to step out of judgment within your present state of separation, you will much more easily see the perfection that exists in everything you now judge to be good or bad. You will begin to be thankful for all things, which results in peace and abundance. This is the ultimate goal of mankind. This is your future.As I sit in the energy that is my higher self, I allow myself to experience this fullness. There is no flaw. There is no imperfection. There is awareness. There is understanding. There is no judgment. I feel peace knowing that the pain I have experienced in this lifetime and in many others is worth it.
~CSE
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