Revelations

I have always been a very private person. It isn't that I don't reveal who I am. I just have a tendency to reveal only those bits and pieces to certain individuals or groups that I know will be open to them. Sometimes being extra-sensitive can be a curse as it keeps me from being totally honest with people about how I really feel. I now understand keeping myself closed off from the world has been a hindrance to my own personal growth and progress. Although it is scary and I know there is a possibility of losing people and things I love, I also know I will not achieve my goals if I don't allow myself to show the world who I truly am. During the coming year, I am going to reveal various aspects of myself through writings and stories that I have not been totally open and honest about.

First and foremost, I am very sensitive to energies. That is why I am extremely good at reading people (although I admit there are times when my mind doesn't wish to believe things about people and I ignore the information). What many people don't know is that I can often communicate with these various energies. I do have some psychic medium capabilities (not well developed as they have never been a big focus for me). I have talked to deceased people I know and those who wish to send messages to people I am close to. Both of my grandchildren came to me before they were born to let me know they were on the way. I have knowledge of my main guardian angel--close enough that he has told me his name. I am also extremely close to the guardians of the natural world. Many people would refer to these energies as fairies. 

Religion has always been a big part of my life. That said, the fallacies of many standard Christian beliefs have slapped me in the face numerous times to the point where I can no longer accept much of it. For example, I do not believe Jesus died for my sins. I don't believe anybody has to die for my sins. I believe my "sins" are learning experiences designed to grow me. I do believe in Jesus. I have a personal relationship with him. I believe he came to the world to be a great teacher--to show us how to grow beyond this present existence. This is just one of many beliefs that are different than mainstream Christianity--and the ones I have found the most difficult to reveal because most of the people I know and love are bound up in such beliefs.

My hope for the coming year is that I will be able to articulate my life and my beliefs in such a way that you will understand who I am. I know I am not everyone's cup of tea, and that is okay. I may even lose some friends over it. That is okay too. Regardless of whether you stay or go, know that I still love you and am envisioning blessings for you and your life. I am also hoping my revelations will bring me people who are part of my tribe--those who I am called to help and interact with.

I feel the call to allow my true self to be revealed. In doing so, I hope to encourage you to do the same if you have not done it already. We are entering a time and an age where the light is becoming so bright nothing can be hidden any longer.

Protecting Self

Just as there are dark entities, there are entities of light. Many of us refer to them as angels, and their holy purpose is to guard us and assist us in maintaining the light. In recent years I have been more inclined to ignore what I know as I adjusted my beliefs according to what truths come my way. Today, more than ever before, I understand the need to call on these mighty entities for help.

Thomas Blackshear, Watchers In the Night

Law of attraction gurus will tell you that you will attract what you think about. While I believe it is important to focus on the changes you want to see in the world, ignoring darkness will not overcome it, will not make it go away.

Those who are truly light beings will get squashed by the darkness if they do not ask for protection (and ask on a regular basis). The darkness is literally out to obliterate the light. There are actual rituals and spells that are performed by humans who have been taken over by the darkness that hold very real power over those who try to express the light.

This is why it feels like you take two steps forward, four steps backward, every time you do something to help yourself and others. Whenever serious light breaks through, dark entities are called to smother and put it out.

Take the time every day to make sure you have the protection of angels. This will take care of your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. You should be aware that other steps need to be taken to protect the physical body. Food and pure water are particularly important here. Also, it is important to stay away from activities that can put holes in your aura (your protective light body), such as drugs, drunkenness, and promiscuous sex with people who carry dark entities.

If you desire to be a force for light in the world, protecting yourself from the evils that attack is a necessary part of life. Know that help is always available to you in the darkest of situations, but you have to consciously ask for it.

~CSE