The Benefits of Painful Experience

The past year has been one of the most painful and difficult journeys of my life so far. That said, I wouldn't change a thing!

This Is What Fear Based Action Looks Like!

This has been posted in recent days. I re-post it here, not to accuse or to blame and certainly not to separate even further. People need to understand the difference between fear-based actions and love-based actions. This is fear-based action.

Ask yourself the following questions as you watch this video. What are the emotions happening in the moment? Does shouting (on either side) convey love and acceptance? Does anger do anything to convince people of the correctness of your argument? Does anyone on either side have an attitude of allowing or is it all "my side is right and I don't have to think about it anymore"?

Note there are a few anti-Trump protesters who are trying to help people stay out of fear and BE love and peace. Unfortunately, they end up being overridden by the mob mentality.

Choose to BE LOVE and we avoid this sort of scenario!!!

~CSE

Ramblings Of A Mad Woman

I will claim it. I am mad in both definitions of the word! I am crazy and angry, and at this point in time I really don't care who knows. For all intents and purposes, I am a conspiracy theorist--have been for a number of years now. The irony here is, I am no longer angry at the powers that be. I am angry with my fellow conspiracy theorists.

Why am I angry with my fellow conspiracy theorists? While they like to discuss all the alternative news available, they aren't doing anything to further the cause of truth. In fact, most of them are still so caught up in the programming the cabal has wrapped us up in they still continue to play the game!!! It's playing the game that pisses me off so much!!!

For example, many of my conspiracy theory friends still believe that one party has some moral superiority over the other. For crying out loud! Haven't you figured out BOTH parties are equally rotten? Granted, some people are worse than others. Some ideologies are truly immoral in so many ways. That doesn't mean that professing one good thing makes you a good candidate! More than likely they are just blowing smoke up your butt like they always do to try to persuade you to vote for them! There is a reason voting feels like choosing the lesser of two evils! It's because we ARE choosing the lesser of two evils!!! Choosing evil only perpetuates the problem!!!

Voting is another issue I have a problem with. There is no doubt in my mind the powers that be have the power to fix elections. They manipulate caucuses. They miscount or lose paper ballots. They even fix votes by programming our black box computers to ever-so-subtly change the votes to their party's candidate. I know a lot of supposedly awake people who believe their vote actually still makes a difference! Bah humbug!!!

Another game conspiracy theorists still play is believing that one group or another is going to ride in on a white horse (or in a white hat) and save the day! Fact of the matter is, there is no savior! No one is coming to fix the world, not even God. We are totally responsible for fixing it ourselves! The belief in a savior is a mind control program that has been so ingrained in our subconscious that we all look for solutions to our problems outside ourselves. Such a belief takes us out of our own power and places us in the control of others. It is only by looking within and connecting to our hearts that we find the power to take care of our own problems.

The worst thing conspiracy theorists do is to tear each other down. We have a tendency to call one another out for something that is not totally on the up-and-up. I've got news for you. Nobody is totally on the up-and-up!!! It's called being human, and we all struggle in a continuous battle between the dark half and the light half of ourselves!!! While it's true that some of the things we do might be counterintuitive, the fact that there are things we achieve that weaken the powers that be do matter. Pointing out our neighbor's flaws only serves to separate us from each other, allowing the cabal to continue on in their dark ways.

Until we all wake up and decide to take responsibility for what happens on this planet, we will continue to live in the muck. It is no longer okay to just accept the status quo! It is time to search your own heart for the answers you seek. When you get the inspiration to do something, follow that instinct! It is only through following the advice and wisdom from our hearts that the puzzle pieces begin to fall into place. Trust the One to be able to put it all together into one beautiful whole.

~CSE

The Source Of Our Anger

It's funny. I am forever talking about how important it is for us to stop fighting among ourselves, especially on social media. A lot of people will agree with me. Then I hear them talking and/or read their posts and I know they truly just don't get it.

They fight over guns. They fight over politics, religion, and the role of religion in politics. They fight over women in church hierarchy. They fight over the issues of homosexuality and changing genders. They fight over racism. They fight over culture. They fight over socioeconomic status. And the list goes on...and on...and on...

Once and for all, I would like people to sit back and really think about it instead of just paying the idea of peace lip service. Do they REALLY think guns are bad (or good)? Do they REALLY think only Democrats or Republicans have a monopoly on morals/values? Do they REALLY think homosexuality is a choice in all circumstances?

In my experience, absolutes are limitations. The vast majority of people don't fit in neat little boxes that are easily defined. We are all a mix of good and bad, right and wrong. Sometimes we do things well and sometimes we make terrible mistakes. It's what makes us human.

If people really took the time to look at things, they might just discover that they have a lot more in common with those folks they consider "different". They might understand that beyond the differences, we are all connected through our humanness. We are all connected through our hearts, through love.

Maybe if they stopped and thought about it, they would understand that the source of their anger was not based on that internal connection but on some external force trying to separate where no real separation exists. This force is the nature of duality and what we all came here to experience.

It is time to see the source of our anger for what it is and understand that we have spent enough time in separation. We may not look alike. We may not act alike. We may not think alike. Regardless, we are all connected through our hearts. We are all One.


~CSE

Overcoming The Energy Of Attack

Recently, I've had the interesting opportunity to explore the energy of being attacked. This was not a physical attack, but in very real ways it has made my body react through the great energy exerted mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

The source of the attack is actually an old, dear friend of mine. He came to mind several months ago, and I wondered if I could find him through social media. When someone I knew in the past comes to mind after such a long time, I believe it is important to follow up on it. Such mental images and messages are signs from Source that we need to tune in. Anyway, I looked and found him easily enough.

Without going into a lot of detail, suffice it to say he did not agree with a post I made. The conversation began well enough as he asked what I proposed as an alternative and I gave him one solution I see. From there, he began to go slightly off topic to a point we have debated some in the past. As the conversation continued, he resorted to actual name-calling.

Now you may be asking why I put up with such nonsense. The bottom line is, I believe there is something to learn from this situation. Running away from problems only results in them coming back at a later time.

As I use my intuition to feel into the situation, several things become apparent. My friend is angry and in pain, which is why he lashes out. Some experience in his past has hurt him to the point where he feels the need to protect himself and others by fighting against that which hurt him. My friend is not truly lashing out at the person I am. He is lashing out at my belief because it is similar to something that hurt him in the past.

The energy of attack is based on underlying pain and anger that comes out when a person is reminded of an experience that caused them past heartache. People provoked to attack do so as a way to overcome that pain so they can maintain some sort of power or control over their lives.

This is why the energy of the heart is so important. It says, "I am here for you. I support you. I love you. How can I help you sooth your pain and replace it with love?"

I am by no means perfect, but I am living my life in such a way I am learning to overcome energies that attack by using the power of the heart. As healers of the planet, this is our calling.

Do what you can to reflect on those attacks that come your way. You can literally change the course of the planet by counteracting attack through the power of heart.

~CSE