Be Still...

Patience has never been one of my virtues. It seems as though I'm always in a hurry...to use my talents...to become successful...to make something of myself. This morning, I came to understand what my problems of late have truly been about. I expect way too much out of myself, and, when my efforts don't reflect what I believe I should receive in return, I become discouraged.

What I failed to recognize is that I am not the sum total of this equation. It is not my efforts alone that will take me where I desire to go. I have not been trusting God to be there to assist my efforts. I am taking the initiative instead of allowing life to progress in its own time. Frustration is the result. 

This morning, I hear the words of God in my heart. "Be still and know that I am God." I understand that, while I may be on the path, the road is a bit longer than I thought. I don't need to hurry myself along. It is time to rest. It is time to reflect. It is time to let go and allow myself to be nurtured on my journey by my constant companion, the great I Am.

Once again, I am comforted and reassured that I am exactly where I need to be and that my life will unfold as it is designed to.

~CSE